There's Nobody Else.

There's Nobody Else.

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Welcome!

This webpage was built for only one reason. For my attempt to not loose my boyfriend/love/best friend of two years. I've done some horrible things that have destroyed his trust and I'm trying everything I can to win his trust back. So, in my first attempt, I'll make a webpage. This webpage. I'm not quite sure whether this will work or not but I figured it would be the thought that counts. So, *deep breath*, here it goes.

Charles, we've had our ups and downs. We know each other like the back of our hand. For the longest time we have been unseperatable. Now it feels like I'm loosing you for good. I'm going to say it right here on the internet where ANYONE could stumble onto this and see. I "verbally" cheated on you not once but twice. The biggest question you've had for me since you found out was, "Why?" Why did I do it? Why did I feel like that I had to do it twice? I wish that I could come up with the perfect reason for it to all make since but you know I can't. -I- know I can't. Sure, I can say that I was unhappy with the relationship and searched for a rebound. I could say that I was searching for comfort that I couldn't find out of this relationship. I could also say that it was a life or death situation but all of those reasons would amount to the same. NOTHING.

Charlie, I'm devoting this webpage to nothing but attempting to win you back. You are my everything Bear and I don't know what I would do if I lost you for good. I hope this doesn't creep you out or makes you not want to be with me more than before but. . . this is all I could think of.

Here it is. My attempt.

Reasons 101

As for starters, I figured I would put on the front page "Reasons why Charles and Jordyn should stay together." This list will probably grow longer as the days go by that he decides to not give in to this pathetic attempt. But. . . let me clerify that. It's pathetic, but it's worth it.

1. Who the hell else is going to deal with us?

2. We fight, yes. But to be that mad over something they did or just to mad at that person and you're not sure why.. you know you really love that person because even while you're fighting, you still love each other more than anything else in this world.

3. Five words: Cooter Puncher and Cunt Kicker. Need I say more?

4. The Blazer. Winter. Rain.

5. You would walk to my house every day. Sometimes I would walk back with you.

6. We both like Turtles.

7. We have ridiculous pet names for each other.

8. Airmail kisses.

9. Bright Eyes "This is the first day of my life."

10. The Ataris "I won't spend another night alone."

11. That night out on the beach. Covering with your bedsheets and just laying there.

12. No one knows you like I do.

13. No one knows me like you do.

14. We're crazy about each other.

15. I will do anything you want for you to be back with me. (Yes, I mean anything.)

16. We tolerate each other more than most would.

17. You're funny. More funny than what I put you out to be. You make me smile and that's one of the many things I love about you.

18. You're my everything.

19. You're there for me when I need you.

20. I love you. I love you with all my heart. You're everything to me.

21. I'm sorry. More than even I may ever know.